Wednesday, February 13, 2008

today is tue-which means 2 more days to Valentine ♥. BUT I M STUCK AT WORK!!HATE THIS FEELING MAN,its like..i nv had any bfs during valentine's,& yet now have but cant celebrate-FCUK man,have to work!angelia's goin to states 14th morning& there's tons of caltex stuffs to do.Today had meeting & agendas.BUSY DAY-my ACK was at the bus stop-waiting for me.(:silly boy,but i was really really glad to see him after a long tiring day at work.Thanks to you boy,you have brighten my day.Went to fajar then to 437,406 playground,404 playground & lastly 403.Eat GOBSTOPPER & green tea(: Ended with a perfect kiss-

Went home & did some touch-ups for my crappy V day gift for him.(oopps,sorry if its not nice)haha.(:Guess whad,you will nv believe it,cause neither do i.JOHN CALLED-he act one cute,pretended to be steven & asked stuffs about himself.I played along OF COURSE,& we had a long talk..He finally revealed himself & i act as though i was sooo0 shocked.He asked for patch,& we ended the conversation with GOOD NIGHT & SWEET DREAMS.& for now,i finally knew the reason he broke up with me last year's today.

& now,my mind is whirling,was on the phone with ack when i m posting this.We kinda had an arguement about this,& i cried again!getting more & more cry baby,a while jiu wann cry.hate this feeling.Hope that i will make a right decision & not regret when i look back in the future..cause,they are both important to me.One once,& one now.So,HELP!!!i feel so FUCKED now seriously.why must this call be made at this very point of time,when i told myself that i m contented with whad i have & i m happy & blissful.???! so fed-up with life nowadays.

edison:disappointing news!

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