Went home & did some touch-ups for my crappy V day gift for him.(oopps,sorry if its not nice)haha.(:Guess whad,you will nv believe it,cause neither do i.JOHN CALLED-he act one cute,pretended to be steven & asked stuffs about himself.I played along OF COURSE,& we had a long talk..He finally revealed himself & i act as though i was sooo0 shocked.He asked for patch,& we ended the conversation with GOOD NIGHT & SWEET DREAMS.& for now,i finally knew the reason he broke up with me last year's today.
& now,my mind is whirling,was on the phone with ack when i m posting this.We kinda had an arguement about this,& i cried again!getting more & more cry baby,a while jiu wann cry.hate this feeling.Hope that i will make a right decision & not regret when i look back in the future..cause,they are both important to me.One once,& one now.So,HELP!!!i feel so FUCKED now seriously.why must this call be made at this very point of time,when i told myself that i m contented with whad i have & i m happy & blissful.???! so fed-up with life nowadays.
edison:disappointing news!
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